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2012

Finally I had watched 2012 with ee yuin, eng keat,poh ling and chin leong.

text them at about 1.45pm.

thought they couldn't go with me.

unexpectedly,ee yuin said she could.

eng keat also said he could although he had watched before.

I forgot to text poh ling.

After I picked ee yuin,chin leong and eng keat up at 3pm,ee yuin just mentioned about poh ling since her house was nearby eng keat's.

We called her suddenly and she asked ee yuin to talk to her mum for permission yet ee yuin and was scared,she passed to me,I was afraid too then we passed the phone to chin leong.

Finally,poh ling's mum granted her to go out with us.

I thought there wouldn't be many people in cinema.

however,I was wrong.There were still full of crowd and 2012 at 6pm left front seat.

We still bought the ticket cause other movies also full.WTF.

Then we walked around as poh ling was looking for job after SPM.

We went to breeks,yokoso japan....

I think just 2 shops only.

We then met Chee Keong outside Kim Gary.

He was my primary schoolmate.

He was working at Kim Gary.

I couldn't recognized him at first.

We had our late lunch at Kim Gary.

Had a lot of fun there,uncountable of jokes and laughter.

haha

I went to take my spec after that,not yet done but almost done.

waited about 20 mins.

I'm quite satisfied with my new spec.

tadaaa~~~~

It was almost 9pm after movie.

took some picture at qb,just a few shots.

Ee Yuin actually wanna go to see flowers at the outdoor carpark of qb yet the rest of us din really interest in flowers so we went home as I scared I would be scolded by my parents.

At last I had been scolded but not because of going home late yet driving car out instead.

It's just too much to say so i'd better stop here.

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朋友？

上个星期六要去做眼镜，想找人陪我去。

他妈的，一个朋友也不能陪我。

觉得我几可怜一下，人家总说我朋友多。

我可不这么认为，如果事实真的是如此为什么我找不到人陪我去做眼镜？

可怜~~~~

换作另一种说法。我朋友是多，但是性格和我一样的却没有。

一个人到QB去做眼镜，一个人开着车就越想越不爽，心想着为什么每次想找朋友陪都很难。

做完眼镜就去爸爸的档口，姐姐和妹妹都病了，档口少了人手帮忙。

去到那边，发觉我并没有帮上什么忙，因为已经下午4点多了，没那么多顾客了，所以他们忙得过来。

我从醒来到现在只吃了honey star。

肚子饿扁了。

那儿也没什么东西吃，所以就跟妈妈说我要回家了。

不知道是不是这一天心情不怎么好的缘故，人有点模糊，就在我后退车子时，我竟然撞向爸爸的罗里。

天啊，我心想着，又一次？！

心里不断地骂着自己，为什么我会这么笨手笨脚？！

为什么我就不能醒目一点？！

为什么我不能小心些？！

被妈妈骂的时候，觉得很不爽，车窗在她还没骂完时就已搅上，我不爽的把车开走了。

心情即刻掉落到谷底深处。

边开着车，边想着很想哭，但是我没哭，哭不出来。

回到家，跟大姐说我撞到她的车了。

大姐没骂我，只是脸色很差。

我心里很内疚，我也没道歉，因为我开不了口。

之后我就骑着脚车想去海边，不是我家的海边就对了。

我打给淑斐，边骑着脚车边跟她吐苦水。

过后到了海尾，我打给了启杰，想说他有来公巴的话要找他来陪我。

结果他说我电话打迟了，他妈妈已经出门去公巴了。

过后我也回家了。

我把自己琐在房里，我打给了chuen ，我有时心情不好会打给他。

他是我跟某人分了以后，比较能听我吐苦水的人。

跟他谈了一阵子，心情平复了些，也不想打扰他了，就挂电话了。

我开始觉得，我是个胆小鬼。

我连道歉的勇气也没有。

我遇到问题时我很想逃避。

每次虽然想逃避，但是还是会面对。

但是这一次，我很想逃避，我很不想回家。

但是最糟的还是，我没道歉，因为我不知道为什么，我就是开不了口。

我饿着肚子睡着了。

我的人就是这样，心情不好时想找人吐苦水。

无奈，能倾诉的人不多。

这一次，我发现到能让我比较好过的方法。

我跟人倾诉完后就去睡，醒来时心情也好些。

然而，心情还是有些低落。

我发了简讯给一些老朋友，约他们晚上到roti canai 去。

那时我们偶尔叙旧时的首选。

跟他们约了八点半，但是忽然间爸爸叫我载姐姐和妹妹去看医生。

我跟他们说了我会迟一些到。

我到诊所是打给了振隆和英杰。他们都没听。

伊韵说她会迟一些到。

过后，英杰打回给我，他说那边只有他一个，我跟他说振隆，伟祥，伊韵也会去，只不过振隆没听我电话，我不知道为什么他还没到而伊韵会迟些到。

我回到家，马上出去找他们了。

我到时，很惊喜，因为看到很多人。

心情莫名其妙的好多了。

我问他们：“不是说没有人的吗？”

结果我看见了 振隆，英杰，伊韵，进胜和伟祥。

他们开我玩笑地说：“等你而已”

原来伟祥忘了，进胜则放工了。

跟他们聊天聊到十二点左右。

期间，舒琳放工后也过来了一下，但是我没跟她说到话。

永兴刚好在那边，他也过来坐了一下。

回到家，心情都好了。

矛盾的两种情况。

情况一，我找不到朋友陪我去做眼镜，心情不好。

情况二，因为朋友，心情好了。

怪。

但是两个情况的朋友是不同的人。

那些老朋友很少一起出去的，差不多一年出去一次。

那是一起出去玩得。

但是我们时常有出去聊天，都在公巴而已。

所以，朋友？

或许我该找多一些朋友，多一些能陪我出去的朋友。

Doing nothing at borders

Went to borders to study with Jenny today.
However,we both did seem to have the mood.
We had our lunch at Taiwan Bull after thinking that we were not in the study mood.
I had made a choice which I had regretted afterward.
I didn't really have appetite  yet I still ordered sth to eat.
Damn the taiwan bull,I ordered seafood kimchi mee soup without seafood.
Despite the price is still the same even I didn't want the seafood,the portion was so big and it was actually not delicious.
Just ate half of the portion,memang waste food waste money.
We then walked around.
Converse warehouse got big promotion!

We already went there before we went to Taiwan Bull.After that,we went again,it was so extremely crowded.
I wanna shop shop shop!
But no money~~~~T.T
Going to QB tomorrow to do spec.
wahkaka~
that's all for today
I lazy to say d
duno got ppl see or not pun.

Untitled

I was planning to go to borders for studying as i said in last post.
Soo Fei was supposed to go with me but she suddenly couldn't make the presence..
This was how it happened.
I woke up at 8.39 in the morning.
I couldn't sleep well these days since my mum had thrown my pillow away.
I actually wanted to reach qb at 11 am.
Just before I got out,sister just asked me to do her a favor that was sending the car to service centre for her as the actual service date was 2 October.
I told Fei that i would be late and she said maybe she would go first.
well,never expected that her dad would furious with her for she always went out and most of the time she went out to study.
When Soo Fei text me she couldn't go ,my mind just blank out.
I was already out from my house?what am i supposed to do?go study alone again?
anyway,I just drived to service centre 1st and solve the problem later since I would have a lot of time to think about it at the service centre.
I had called a lot of people at the service centre,called until 1pm when the service done,still couldn't find anyone to go with me.
I called Chuen,he said maybe would go to qb later but he was busy so if he went,he would accompany for a while only.
Whatever,I was thinking that it was not a big deal to study alone as this was not the first time.
I hadn't eaten anything since I woke up,but the 1st thing I reached qb,I wasn't going to have my brunch but going to borders instead.
Fei called me once I sat down,she was crying and I was shocked.
I was so sorry,she had been scolded by her dad yet I still mad at her.
Guess I had owed her an apology.
then zi wei came over to accompany me.
didn't study in the end cause no mood to study also.
I hereby to clarify some facts.
Zi wei's female friend had misunderstood that I am his gf cause she said when zi wei was talking to her my face turned black.
The fact wasn't so.
I just keep quiet.
WHY?! why people always thought that i am angry when I am not talking?
why people always think that I am fierce or cool when I am not talking?
Perhaps,I am cool......lol
Perhaps,I am fierce....
Everyone who knows me should know.that's me
Sheh Nee once told me,before she knew me,she didn't really like me cause I seemed so lansi.
however,after she knew me,she had known my style.
so,do you know my style,people?

Disappointment

I am so disappointed

Think my SPM would be sucks

12k flew away

good bye to 12k

God bless me

at least got a grade C for my account and bio

I don't want a D cause it's really ,really sucks.

Upcoming subject-physics.

I wanna go borders to study tomorrow.

anyone wanna go?

我病好了

天大的好消息，我星期四时，病好了。

不完全好，烧退了，就好了，感冒，喉咙痛都不算什么。

庆幸的是我那天可以办美美的出席爸爸妈妈的三十周年结婚纪念日。

那晚很多亲戚朋友都出席了，现场气氛很热闹。

那晚很多人都开爸爸妈妈的玩笑，说什么“阿贤（我爸爸）结婚” 因为打扮得很英俊，妈妈也打扮得很漂亮。不止如此，还有六位俊男美女陪伴。哈哈。

六位俊男美女分别是大姐，二姐，哥哥，我和两位妹妹。

真的觉得我其实很幸运，有这么幸福的一个家。

那一晚，家里三辆9227开在路上都不知道多威风，XD。至少爸爸很爽。

难得的是，星期五遇上hari haji.真的多难得，爸爸暂停营业一天。

一直以来，爸爸只在农历新年才休息。

最近，可能年纪有了，也是时候享福了，马来新年也休息了。

难得的星期五，我们一起出门。

更难得的是，只用一辆车。

平时都因为一辆车只能坐五个人，出门时都最少开两辆车，但昨天八个人坐了一辆车出门。

爸爸高兴得直呼着车买对了。

这车其实只能坐7个，但我们三个小的坐后面，车就坐得下了。

花了一整天走整个槟城，爸妈正二十年没上过升旗山了，但是又碍于缆车在5.45pm才有一趟，我们打消了念头，去了青年公园。爸妈也好多年没去了。

他们一直忙着做生意，鲜少出门游玩。

瞬间觉得他们苍老了许多，心里酸酸的，觉得自己没什么贡献，他们也还得劳碌。

我们也去了一间很大间的宠物店，就在钟灵附近，动物比周天央的来得多。

很爽的咯，看到那么多可爱的狗。

今天呢，星期六，原本想读书的，因为星期一就考bio料，我还没读。

但是大姐又叫我带小小去修毛，结果带了它去槟华那边的宠物店修咯。

等的当儿去了angie家，带着阿清去。

刚好遇上beach carnival ，塞车塞到我烦死了。

去了angie家，看见她的baby不一样了，她帮baby修了特别的造型。

大约四点半，我去接小小，结果发现它被剪得很难看，心里有点不爽，但不可能说出来。就忍着咯。

当我带去给大姐看时，大姐简直快疯掉了。

可怜的小小，太可怜了。

所以，我又浪费了一天的时间。

太棒了~~~